Somebody might not be reading this in view of the fact that I put a new boring and not so entertaining blog because I am about to tell my small complaints in life. Sigh.
I really regret some things I did and I will do in my life. It is just that I am not really afraid of trying but of people who will see my actions—obviously they have eyes, not only that but I am certainly over thinking of how will they judge every move I make especially my appearance. I am not really born with great features and figures. I am a nerd, yeah. And a not-so-slim but not-so-fat also.
Every time I will report or recite in class, sooner or later I will stutter and having mental blank from what I am going to say. I am really embarrassed in myself for having an unpleasant appearance for those who are there– especially going to stages. I have the confidence but I lack some of it because I down myself for reminding always that I am not really worth trying;for me to be on that stage, on that role, on that being the best, on that being a leader, and on that being me without doubts on what kind of face I’ll make and the body figure I have that I embarrassed with.
I really, really want to join some contests and show what I’ve really got. I want to explore and challenge many things too but because of the wall I am facing, I cannot go further more. Sigh..
A lot of random things happened in my sophomore highshool life! Stressful, disappointments, lucks, and gifts I’d received for the first time in my school life.
So here the 4rth Grading Period begins. I am, still, feeling the heat and tension going through this final quarter. Especially, the Math Dance. Truth to be told that I don’t have a talent in dancing but.. I love to dance! Lol. Even though dance doesn’t go well when it is me performing it. A math dance is where you’ll dance accompanied with a music and with that your group shall make a form of figures related in math (shapes).
Right! This one is included too. Yup, this WordPress blog is one of our performance tasks in English for this 4rth Grading to make things easy for us to write our reflections and such but not always easy because as a student this will be our first time having our own website and obviously, blogging and interacting people pleasing to comment their opinions to your work(s) and to know how will they appreciate your own opinion in your article. And that’s why this activity makes everything interesting and exciting. But as for blogging, fortunately that we already know how to blog from the help of popular, social websites such as Facebook and Twitter.
Including this is having a short film class project will keep us busy too. Oh I remember that I also have a reporting in English, Science, and for our official language of our education is Filipino. Good thing that my group reporting in History had ended a few days ago. And– oh! The distribution of cards will be next week. And next to that are 4rth Monthly Test.
All I can do is to wish for a strength to carry on these loaded of tasks and to finish it with no worries and doubts. 😂👊
So I am hopefully begging to my fellow bloggers to join our tasks for this WordPress blog which will be given by my English teacher, Ms. Margie.
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